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the inevitable conclusion..

SHe put down her hands and relaxed. Suddenly she wasn't scared...
The still twitching corpse of her father lay only a few feet from her, the mangled and blood soaked form barely resembing the man he once was.
Kicking the lifeless body of her attacker out of the way, she dropped the CZ75 9mm from her hands. It hit the concrete floor with a resounding "Clack!".
She rose to her feet, her leg's barely able to hold her frail frame in the wake of the action that preceeded. She stared coldly at her fathers body. Step by step she willed herself to him, her feet were like clay. She stumbled a little and for the first time caught a glimpse of herself, the tiny waist length white singlet shirt she was wearing was covered in blood, as were the tiny white panties below the shirt. The blood made the shirt cling to her body, detailing every nuance of her young body. A light breeze light caught the blood and sweat causeing her pert breasts to react.
She slumped by the side of her daddys body, he was a young, some would say to young, and more would say that he was a rotten parent. It was all she had ever known and she loved him.
She reached over to the machette embeded in his stomach and pulled, it did not come free easily, requiring nearly more strength than she had left. Then she began to gather the peices of her father, they had been flung all over the floor during the brutal assault upon him, but peice by peice she lay them in the correct place. When she was finished she gazed upon his body and regarded her work with a small amount of pride.
She could see past all the blood and entrails, it was her father. An almost imperceivable smile made it way to her face.
She lifted the machette she was still holding, high above her head and focused.
The sound of police sirens rang out sharply, they were close. The room was then filled with the thump of fists on the door.
"No!" she thought, "Not now!"
She swung the blade with all her might, the weakened muscle and bone gave way quickly under the force of the blow, the cold steel splintering and shattering all in its path until it came to a spark showering halt in the concrete.
She reached for the freshly severed head of her father and held it tightly to her breast.
"They can never seperate us now Daddy, I will always be your little girl."
The door lock finally splintered from the blows of the police sledgehammer, the door flung open and men poured into the room.
She jumped up, startled and dazed by the lights from the police pisotls.. they were yelling at her, but it made no sense to her.. it was all just noise.
She ran for the pistol she had left on the floor. "No! not again!"
She did not hear them fire on her, she did not feel their bullets ripping through her flesh, destroying her.
The world listed to port and she crashed into the cement floor with a hollow thud. Her eyes still open she saw the head of her father slowly come to a halt infront of her and staring into his eyes she felt calm. She wasn't scared anymore.

As the smoke and dust settled, the police could now completely see the horror that lay before them.
The two fellow officer, called out to the emergency call earlier were dead. Their life extinguished with bullets from the gun in the young girl's hand.
The disceted corpse of a headless man, blood splattered walls and floor.
And a body of a young girl, who they had seen just days earlier accusing her father, of rape...

People.. this is an honest no bullshit entry...

There is an injustice going on in front of us. A murderous and bloody coup is on our doorstep. When I was a child, I was told to stand up to bullies and protect those around me from them. Lately I cannot help but feel like I am not the man I once was. Where once i would stand and fight side by side with those that i saw being discriminated against for being different or being picked on by someone who wanted what they had, i no longer do. This make me angry... I am not that guy. I am a man who when he sees a wrong, he tries to right it. This is the person I want to be. You will all be faced with the choice to stand and fight for what u believe in or sit down in front of your TVs and ignore the fact that there are people being persecuted for NO good reason. I have held my tounge for too long. I have tried to hide under the guise that I can do nothing. It is all a lie.

If you believed that Iraq had WMDs then you were WRONG.
If you believed that Iraq had intimate ties with al-qā‘idah you were WRONG.
If you belived that Bagdad was the capital of terrorist banking you were WRONG.
If you believed that they went into Afghanistan to find Osama Bin-Laden you were WRONG.
If you believed that they have helped the people of either Afghanistan or Iraq you were WRONG.

How, you may ask, do i know this... Evidence. There is none. Nothing was found to support any of these claims, nothing.

We have been lied to, our government and our media and yet we do nothing.
Right now, the US government is preparing to go into battle with a country that has not commited any crime accept not wanting to be dictated to by the US. In an all to familiar rant, so pathetically the same as the one they used in Iraq, they are now trying to gather support to invade another country.. Iran. They sent in weapons inspectors to investigate weather there were WMDs or the ability to make WMDs, nothing has been found. In fact the inspector themselves believe that there is noting at all untoward going on.

If you belive that Iran is a threat to the world you are WRONG.
If you belive that Iran has WMDs you are WRONG.
If you belive that Iran has ties with al-qā‘idah you are WRONG.
If you belive that Terahn is the capital of terrorist banking you are WRONG.
If you believe that they will help the people of Iran you are WRONG.

How do I know this.... History.

The US has shown its true colours time and time again. Shock and Awe.. its 1935 all over again. I wonder whether people at the beginning of the Nazi "Blitzkrieg" campaigns felt the same as I do now. Guilt, because they could see it coming but didn't do anything.

I WILL NOT DO THAT!!!

Everyone will have a choice to make... what will yours be??

What is wrong with you people!

I gave you 10 fukin rules that r pretty simple and you still fuck it up. Get your shit together humans, I grow weary of your stupidity.

god.

I received this letter in a vision from god. Last night, after after eating a block of cheese, I fell asleep and saw through divine providence, the solution to the worlds bickering and hatered. though i know it will be met with some sceptisisim. It has made me a firm believer that god isn't as big n asshole as he is portrayed by you repugnant little "holier than thou" fuckers..

I mean come on ppl its it really that hard to work out. you say that if you believe it, it will happen... I believe that Im gonna turn into a little purple iguana that knows how to play jazz flute and that I can communicate pure words, through the medium of DANCE!!!

If you want it, it will happen, but, you don't want peace ,you want to be right. Don't you.

As long as there is someone out there with the arrogance to say, your wrong, then we will have a difference of ideals and one man hating another. This is explained in the 7 deadlies ppl!!

This is so frustrating trying to explain the simplicity of its design to you leftist lunatics.

I AM RIGHT AND ALL YOU PRICKS R WRONG!!!!!!

This message has been brought to you from the sarcasm vault of Sepherraziel... Your welcome.... :)

HOWDY..

Wel as sure as the turning tide, I have discovered somthing else that pisses me off.
What the fuck is up with Conservapedia. Un Fucking Believable. they have taken issue with wikipedia because they dont say that the earth was created in seven days and that the entire population of mankind came about as a result of brother and sister and daddy and mommy FUCKING!
Maby the schools "down south" teach somthing different to the rest of the planet, but Im reasonably sure that if you were to use that info in an essay you would fail. As will this new and incredible new venture because like christianity itself it is baseless. When these people are faced with questions they have no answers, they need no answers because they dont care.
There are people starving to death and the best thing they can do is set up a web page to attempt to do battle with the "people who hate and persicute you". We dont hate you because your different or because you think differently.
We dont hate you.
For me personaly I dont want to listen to your mindless bullshit, but that dosent mean I hate you, I dont care that much about you.
Alot of christians seem, to me, to be like alot of people I met a Uni, could regurgitate info from a book hour after hour but couldnt change a light bulb.
All that information wasted. Let me let you in on a little secret, Knowledge isnt power, the application of knowledge is power. You have gotten so wound up in everything else you have forgotten the very foundations of your faith, BE NICE TO EACH OTHER..............

Goddamd Fuckwits....

Love Ben

Hello,

Today I am filled with a distain for my fellow man like never before, let me direct you to the cause of this....let it be fully understood that this not a slander against any faith or religion, but of the fucking blind egotistical hatered of some religious ferverents to a purley personal belief. Their religion.

Rev Ricky toilet-seat, yes a very apt symbol of you and your rantings as they are associated with SHIT. It also seems appropriate that you wear it around you head, as it is very obviously full of SHIT.(OHH by the way John Lennon was an advocator of peace and love to all men and this shamless reference to his memory is indicicative of you're level of theological enlightnement.

It never ceases to amaze me that, suposed learned people who spout off about the "good Book", dont seem to learn a fucking thing from it accept moral ambiguity. All religions reguardless of faith, teach the love of fellow man regardless of his faults.

But some, like this group of selfloving fucking retards hide within the pages of this and other "holy doctrines" as a way to mask their evil, hatred, ignorance, and greed. Their message sent out on the airways to poison the minds of the simple and fearful. Fear is a direct result of ignorance. And those of you that prey on that weakness of heart and mind should be ashamed!

It is due to fickle little cunts like you that WWII started and the crusades and the latest and most destructive visage of trying to protect freedom, for Who?? This is just another in a long line of campains bent on destroying the unity of mankind.

And it is with this I will leave you with a few sobering thoughts
Hitler WAS a Christian "doing gods work"
Osama Bin Laden WAS "doing Gods work"
and to them I say....

Fuck you, how dare you.
A PLAGUE ON BOTH YOUR HOUSES!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fear not the hand of men for only god is righteous.

as well you know, insects, that I find it difficult at times to contain myself. To bottle all those things up that piss me off on a day today basis. and whilst I know that it has been some time since my last entry I am back.......TO VENT MY VENGANCE ON THE WORLD!!!
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN>>>>
Some time ago I was asked about the name Sepher Raziel, Well though it has been some time as I have been away, here is a little info....
The Archangel Raziel was, acording to legend a Seraphim (the highest choir of angels) and the keeper of ALL knowledge. Not only of Heaven But of all realms...Yes there are many. He was cast into predition for imparting this information on to Adam in a book called The Sepher Raziel, litteraly meaning the book of the Archangel Raziel. As many a scholar has spurt forth... the application of knowledge is power for all the knowledge in the universe is useless without the ability to use it.

This book has within its pages the ability to anything...

If you belive it is a book

Personally Belive that no phisical entity could hold that amount of information, this information was given to us and has been hidden away within ourselves. It is our task to unlock this and apply the knowledge as we see fit, though fraught with the potential for disaster this is the fate of man to live or die by our own judgment.

I would love to delve deeper and if you wish to continue this canvo please drop me a line. I promise my reply will not be as tardy as the last.

The quest for total and utter world domination has taken a back seat at the moment... More immediate issues have been bought to light. First on the agenda is FOOD. Its amazing that 1 cannot live on bread alone. The Saying is correct, and with this new found knowledge I have decided to embark on a new mission to find the the truth in addages... Is a bird in the hand really worth two in the bush?? If so why??? To answer this and other questions I reacently took a bunch of women to Cambodia, well, lo and behold the saying is true. I was able to sell them for much more than I got for the last lot in Sydney. The sex slave trade is getting harder every year.

Now on to other matters that offend. It has been brought to my attention that the "Great Australian Tradition" of football is upon us again...WHY??? What the fuck???? Who gives a shit about a bunch of obviously mildly gay men runnunig around in very little clothes trying to get some balls???

Is it just me or is there something wrong with this picture??

The most annoying thing about this daft "ritual" is that for some god forsaken reason I have been forced to pay the most fleeting amount of attention to this mind numbing display of headonistic, homoerotic tomfoolery. I am in the footy tipping at work. Not by choice mind you but as a cruel joke. I have made my feelings about this pathetic pastime well known and so as a concequence I have been ordered by the echelons of upper management to participate. It is my goal in protest to Kill at least three of the primary players in this dopey fukin game. I dont know who they are(or for that matter care) but will find out whos some of the players are and vow to destroy the before they can slam dunk their next field goal!!!!!!

Well following the advice of my kat, I took the test THE TEST and found that I have a disturbingly high score!!!!

I AM 3% PURE!!!

Now having gained this information it is my goal to quash this puritanic uprising in myself. These sorts of things must be contained. If not all sorts of weird things may start happening, oceans may rise, mountains may crumble, dog people and cat people may see eye to eye!!!!


P.S. does anyone out there have a pretty looking dog? Just kidding.(maybe)

God day fellow humans.. I find myself in a particulary good mood today and so I shall, instead of the usual rant and tirade, pay homage to those around me that have supplied me with the desire to be in good spirtits (Jack Daniels, Mr Absolute, Jose Cuervo and of course dear Mr Jaggermister.). No, seriously my true friends.. Johnny&sue, Mick, Dic&Traci, Ash, Amber, Haley, Ret, Rednuts I&II, Tim&Mars, Toby&Fatty, Burpie&Karina. Oh and of course My Katie.

These people are my friends and I love them all. Thanks for putting up with me..

Im not sure what else to write so Ill come back to this later..

Well here we are again..

Sunday was without doubt one of the most glorious days in the hsitory of me. The weather was freakishly perfect and the company stimulating. It is not oft that I can claim to have the attention of two beautiful women. And in the space of this one afternoon i have come to the conclusion that this is how I was maent to live. And so without further adue I would like to announce the formation of a.. new order..club..cult..thingy. Im not as yet sure of the correct term, however the goal I am. It is to bring together the minds of the free. Those that as yet have not given in to farsical plastic society that tries, on a daily basis, to convince us that they have the answer. These that hold up the false idols of Coke.. Microsoft and the countless other edifices to consumerisim and say....What???
Therein lies the problem. If you think like that then you to could be on the end of some new and improved "National Security". Freedom. An ideology that for the moment at least seems to have been lost.

Tell me you dont feel it. Nothing.

The emptiness of their new religion is showing.

My desire is to bring together like minded people, to share in open diologue with out fear of reprisal from anyone. This is the only way we can form the ideals and basis for the new world.
One where we have a level of self rule, and accountability. Where issues like overpopulation and environmental degredation are dealt with, not sweept under the rug until the next administration has to deal with it. Where averice and greed are seen for what they are and not idolised as a way to buy happiness for 20 seconds until you are distracted long enough to forget. Where physical limits pose no boundry.

I know you are out there..
Don't be afraid to come forward any longer.
You are needed.

In ancient times those who thought were held in reverance and from those societies spawned some of the greatest achivments of the time.
We need a new way of thinking. So think with me....

Well here we are again, this time I thought a joke with you..

Jesus Christ walks into a hotel, he hands the inn keeper 3 nails and says...
"can you put me up for the night?"

With so many things going on in the world its hard to know which one to get on a soap box about today. Or perhaps instead of the usual banter berating some new and improved kinda' dickhead, I will instead, relegate myself to a completely non PC conversation involving a hamster, a wetsuit and a bathtub full of warm custard...

If you still reading (I like where your heads at right now) YOU SICK PUPPY!!!
I'm beginning to think I might be losing the battle with sanity, it seems to be winning. Its been days now since my last bare handed strangulation. Or perhaps (for the moment at least) the customers that I deal with on a daily basis seem to be less annoying than usual. Or the new medication is working? Who can tell? Either way my lust for life and social interaction seem to be at a bit of a peak. Im impressed with the world, and its swarming worm like inhabitants. The weathers been weird and the news depressing, all's normal on the western front.

I have had inclination of late to pick up a song that I wrote some time ago and finaly finish it. I will let you all know how it go's and if i get my shit together will post it on this net thingy along with some other complete and utter self indulgent tripe.

Hope all's well and that someone reads this one day.. Till then....

Never take shit from your Brussel Sprouts. I don't.

PS i like spelling mistakes so live with it

Well this is it... The begining of the end. I always said that these thing did nothing, but rob you of a life and replace it with the kind of pseudo life that i am now indulging in. Its good to know that even I am caspable of evolving. Well for the first ime in at least 2 yrs i slept in beyond 9am. This holiday thing rocks!! I went into town today hoping to find something to do/see/eat, anything. But I was denied. With the exception of a few Sk8rats putting on a small show of falling over again and again. Almost like the Vaudeville of years gone by. I did however find a book store that was open and managed to spend over $100 in about 3mins.  I didnt even complete the lap arounf the store. I cant help it with books, they call out to me like that kid in the bottom of the well out the back.
I have not yet had my fix.. my girl.  I miss her.  Its funny I am not a clingy kinda guy, and yet i cant help but want her around.  I feel somehow bigger than i realy am with her here????  My mind is somewhat fixated today.  On her.  Its pissing me off but I love it.  AAAGGGHHHHH.  *grins* the dichotomy of true love.  I cannot at this time reveal the name of my love however, in time, all things will become clear.
But oh....  The night with its beautiful dark embrace holds me close and yet, without my queen, even the love of the night feels hollow and cold. 

'...from across the great hall he saw the her.  His eyes would not release her now, he was as fine a hunter as there had ever been.
She was not aware, dutifuly smiling at the crowd, that he had attended.  Then something inside her  twisted, a knot she had felt before, as she looked up their eyes locked.  She stared straight into him, swimming through his being as easily as a fish though water.  Though they had always known each other, it was within that moment their souls were bound forever.
He started towards her, his mind awash with emotions.  He knew, though their love for one another would never be allowed, that he must go to her.
She stood made the neccisary apologies and headed towards an obscured corner of the room.  They would not see her there, it would be perfect.
Eyes watched as she headed towards the enclave.
Almost floating with the joy she held in, she glanced over her shoulder, smiled and disappered around the corner.
Cautiously he approched the enclave, making sure that no one else saw, he slipped into the dimmly lit room.  Strangely, his senses were uneasy, "she does this to me" he thinks to himself.
It takes a moment for his eyes to adjust, nothing could have prepared him for what he saw. 
The hand that was around her throat gripped tighter and forced her through the window. She could not cry out nor resist  and though the hall was crowded no one saw the abduction, no one except him.  
In seconds he had lept through the window.  He paused to get a bearing on his prey.  There to the east, light footsteps.  But too light, how could they have covered such ground so quickly? 
He dashed off in the direction of the foot steps, the light from the keep was fading quickly.  It was widely know, that those caught outside the keep of a night time, were lost.  The love of darkness would take them forever.
He ran into the darkness, he could focus on nothing.   With every step, his feet struck the ground hard running almost stummbling in darkness.  The light had long since gone.  Suddenly the world seemed to dissapear from under him, his face smashed into the dirt hard the world switched off.
As he came around he felt the wisks of wind blowing across his face.  Slowly he lifted himself to his knees he put his hand to his face.  It hurt.  As his sight came to focus, he looked around.  It was still dark but for the soft glow of a waxing moon. 
"NARZIA". 
The thought shot though him like lightning, shaking him back to reality.  He paused to listen....nothing.  He looked around, the darkness made his search difficult.  He stood in a good sized clearing so he could see for a distance. There was no sign of them.
How could this be?
He could track a falcon on a cloudy day, and yet there was not a trace.
His heart plummeted beyond the ground, into the deepths of despair that only the unluck few, had been before.  Had he failed her already?
Then he heard it.
Footsteps.
He paused to listen properly.
There, to the east, but... they were not running?  Nor were they heading away from him?
Then at the edge of the clearing she appeared.  Walking as if the day was bright and warm, without a care in the world, heading directly to him.
He stood and ran to her then as his training had conditioned him to stopped and fell to one kneehead down and said. "My lady forgive me for not....."
He felt her hand on his head.  He looked up and gazed in wonder at her, from head to toe she was covered in blood.
She stood infront of him and smiled.  "you have not failed me.  You were ment to come here tonight for I have many things to show you."
With that she approached him.
He stood.
She wrapped her arms around him.
He held her tight. 
He felt a burning pain in his neck as though his throat was beeing torn asunder.  Then he he felt it......
The darkness around him seemed to fold in on itself and everything became clear.  The pain of his fall had stopped.
She released him.
He breathed in and for the first time he smelt everything.
He felt incredible.
He felt at home in the darkness.
She started back towards the keep. "Come on, we must be back soon."
"But wait, why do ........"
She turned back to him and said softly "you are my King now, no one will ever question your rule."  She took him by the hand "We have minions to rule and an eternity to learn your new ways.  Your time has come so come wiith me back to the keep."
He grasped her hand, his new found power coursed through his veins.

He was ready.'